"It’s been almost a year since I decided I didn’t want to exist anymore. 2024 was such a tough mental year. Each day was a blur. The heart ache of feeling “I did not belong here”. Battling with severe depression & anxiety. June of 2024 I almost overdosed. I was fine with an Irish goodbye but some unknown reason I didn’t went through. At the time It felt like I had failed, like I couldn’t do anything right. I started to get help & the question remained if it’s okay for me to remain in this world. Each day I kept getting closer to the answer. If there’s a reason to remain in this world, it’s probably that there are still people that I love in this world and that people who love me are still here. Which is why, that’s enough reason for me to stay here. So I’ll stay here and find other reasons as to why I should stay here. That’s what I decided on."
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Jesus
